a step at a time i must steer that large ship through the vast waters of reality. hence only then will i truly know my boundaries, if any.
how far am i willing to push my limits, if i can call it that? how far am i willing to sacrifice whatever luxury i have, if any, in efforts of changing time and space?
what is the price of sacrifice and how can i manage to see past the imperfections and introduce new thoughts towards the beauties in and of life?
will reality ever be simply defined or will interpretations change the destinies of people? i must learn to analyze these and other mind-boggling questions that at first seem so abstract, and that are open to interpretations, but that define in some context what goes on in my mind...
take a deep breath. learn to face your fears and anxieties. look towards the night sky filled with beautiful mysteries that govern our universe. dream of the impossible. learn about your past and your present and use that to mold your future. Though some people may disagree with the latter, it is wise to plan just because, but nothing is engraved in stone when one can merely erase the markings made by simple pencils.
there is no luck. just myth. there is however preparation and confidence. two key ingredients in steering that large ship in the other direction. belief also plays a vital role and in the end that role may be what pushes the limit further and further. preparation, confidence, and belief. confidence and belief. belief.
Friday, November 20, 2009
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
today
need to find something to do that will not drive me insane...sadly but truly i must say that i am not happy...why so you ask? well a variety of factors....
life is so beautiful though and i am thankful everyday that i am here and alive and well and successful, well so far...
so far, school is a bit overwhelming but today i was a little relieved that i'm not completely off balance, and i admire that about myself...i know this sounds very abstract and it is but im not gonna go into dreadful details..
today in ESYS 101 a couple students asked the TA how the heck we were going to study for the compiled midterm/final. It's so so so much information and it goes into so much detail. How are we supposed to get alllllllllllll that in our brains? I thought i was the only one asking this question...
well the point is that i felt relieved in a way... i thought I was one of the few who were struggling. I mean the information itself is "OK" for the most part..."OK" although there are things that just fly over my head like a flock of birds? goodness i'm not that great at writing expressively.
well, so far school is just school, and i know it needs to be much more than that. the question is, how do i make it more than that? any suggestions? no, nevermind, I'll want to do them all. I need to find out for myself.
life is so beautiful though and i am thankful everyday that i am here and alive and well and successful, well so far...
so far, school is a bit overwhelming but today i was a little relieved that i'm not completely off balance, and i admire that about myself...i know this sounds very abstract and it is but im not gonna go into dreadful details..
today in ESYS 101 a couple students asked the TA how the heck we were going to study for the compiled midterm/final. It's so so so much information and it goes into so much detail. How are we supposed to get alllllllllllll that in our brains? I thought i was the only one asking this question...
well the point is that i felt relieved in a way... i thought I was one of the few who were struggling. I mean the information itself is "OK" for the most part..."OK" although there are things that just fly over my head like a flock of birds? goodness i'm not that great at writing expressively.
well, so far school is just school, and i know it needs to be much more than that. the question is, how do i make it more than that? any suggestions? no, nevermind, I'll want to do them all. I need to find out for myself.
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